Monday, August 9, 2010

God bless the daylight, the sugary smell of springtime

I've been very nostalgic lately. It seems like every song, every smell, every street reminds me of a moment in my past. Not in a bad way, but it is rather confusing. I'm not really sure why all of this stuff is coming up now. I mean, I see most of these places and hear most of these songs every week. I'm sure there's a reason, I just don't quite know what it is yet.

My dreams have been crazy, too. And I remember them so vividly! I was explaining one of them to my *cough* therapist, and even she was surprised at how much I remembered. They are filled with weird adventures and people from my life that don't know each other. She thinks they mean that I am letting go of some things from my past. I think they mean that I'm chasing something that's not there anymore.

I don't know if this sounds like a sad post or not, I'm not sad. But it is weird to be stuck in this place where I'm constantly bombarded with memories of things that I thought were completely behind me. And they're not all bad memories, just...weird. I guess I don't know how to explain it.

In other news, there really isn't any news. No news is good news, right? I have tons of writing to do this week. And I will be taking some pictures, if it kills me and means I have to skip sleep or meals.

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